A desire to use my blog again
But the lonliness is kind of strong.. I haven't really felt like sharing anything the past few months, at least on my blog. I've been too stressed and it's like I'm constantly getting thrown around by people with more money than me. Both of us. Its anything but productive to let things just sink. I'm so lonely, I keep doing this to myself. I'm tired of bitching about things, I just share things now. I don't feel like bitching anymore, it still happens ocassionally but its so redundant, it literally does nothing helpful for me except continuously think again and again how NOT productive it is, every time.